from vancouver with love.

tune : Justice - D.A.N.C.E. (Mos Def Spankrock Benny Blanco Remix)

so like yar. whats up. really? thats great. me? ive been great. why ive been gone so long? well id like to say its because ive been busy but thatd be like saying oj is innocent. so lets fast forward through all this and just be friends.

'so im grinding till im tired, cause they say you aint grindin till youre tired'
you know how you listen to music right, like rap music about hustling or whatever and youre nodding youre head to it and youre like 'man i know where this guys coming from' and you think again wtf ive no idea what theyve been through, im such a poser tryna be hard lol.

CANADA is super chill. Everyone here is mad relaxed and laidback. I feel like if a massive catastrophe were to happen at any time, citizens would casually get up, pack up their beach mats and walk on to the shelters. thats really the vibe im getting. i havent seen any traffic whatsoever and no one seems to be in a rush, which is the total opposite of anywhere ive lived. Maybe its cause people here smoke weed like salmon, you walk down the street right and suddenly theres a whiff of the sensi and you know that somewhere nearby, someone is getting his/her high on. There are asians everywhere though which i guess gives it a homely touch. This is my first experience of campus life and i like it. But i dont think it really matters with me, campus or not i mean, school is school. Clarissas got a really tight knit group of friends on her floor though which is somewhat enviable lol. something i shouldve so done in first year.

FACEBOOK.im surprised that everyone is bitching about the new facebook layout. I dont think its that big a deal seeing that i dont think facebook is gonna last that long anyway. I mean its only a matter of time before zuckerberg sells out to ads i think. the old layout was like using a mac. everyone is happy and everyone can manage since everything is right infront of you and theres nothing hidden. the new layout is more like windows, you get the fancy graphics and everything is nice and peachy till you decide that you want to write on someones wall. then you have to venture through the maze that is new.facebook to find your friend and the little box that you can type your post, probably somewhere along the lines of:

'HEY BABE! OMG YOURE GORGEOUS! LOVE FOREVER SUMMERGRL69!xoxoxoxoxoxo'

Hahaha. Whatever it is, i trust zuckerberg to properly deliver through whatever design change. i mean youve got to trust the 23 year old whos got the balls to turn down a billion dollar offer right.

IMPERIAL. Im dreading it. my life is meant to be a holiday. yarr. this holiday has completely decimated my work ethic. I am now a firm believer in RATM's 'fuck you i wont do you what you tell me' lifestyle. i feel like im not ready for second year and all its seriousness but hopefully i will float along with my genius as always and come through while laugh at everyone who had to work ridiculously hard to get to the exact same place.

zimlol

its close

final exam tomorrow.

fuck me.

i cant wait.

fuck me again.

cant study :(

SEE TO THEM YOU'RE JUST A FREAK... LIKE ME!

i've been obsessed with that phrase. fucking awesome what.

halfway there, already without a care.

so i'm half done with exams. figure why not blog again since soon i'm gonna be free as. so you want literature? then i shall provide. i cannot stop listening to sadness and sorrow, crazy saddest song in the world.

prepare to be wasted away.

this is not emo arigato. trust me.

birds of a feather, die together.

Its been an eventful past few weeks, one that evidently didn't involve blogging but hey you know what? I'm happy, so you should be happy that i'm happy and not bring up such trivial matters like my blogging habits. I lie of course. The past few weeks have been anything but happy for me but the storm is over and i dont plan on staying in New Orleans for long (suspect that many of you won't understand that).

I've decided on a few things. ONE. For my blogposts to be far more word oriented than they are now. I just feel that i can express myself better with writing instead of whatever other way. Also i really want my writing abilities to improve, so what better way to do it than to write endlessly (perhaps meaninglessly too) to a Zim worshipping audience that dont physically exist?

TWO. For the rate at which i give out blogposts to be consistent. I mean i would rather my blogging to be once a week than 3 posts in one night and none for 3 weeks. Dont you think? Of course not. You dont exist! Except you John.

THREE. My blogging will also be a whole lot more serious than what it has been prior to this. I will also be writing about serious matters, topics that mean something to me. It will be very opinionated. My opinion.

FOUR. There isnt actually a four. Oh, i don't think my posts will be about what i did, who i did what with and all that bore. Maybe. I haven't actually decided yet.

Alright then, ive just lost all my compositional steam. What better way to start something than with a failure.

Oh,I would also like to add that Jonas is being a child for throwing a little hissy fit because of my preference in movie websites. This is for you Jonas, you big girl. Your site is shit.

I joke! Why So Serious?

I feel ridiculously tired. I'm also hungry. I'm now stuck in this purgatory of human requirements. Why dont you just come here with my Kebabs dammit!

Alright. I have to go find something to write about. Goodbye!

p.s. i hope you've realised by now that my titles dont mean anything at all. And that i can count the number of people who visit this blog on one hand and that makes me... well... sad.

jubilation?

I got my laptop back. what? i just thought you'd like to know. why so serious?

speaking of which. me and my sister saw Cillian Murphy on saturday on Oxford Street. Did i say Cillian Murphy? i meant,

You need to lighten up.

Dr. Jonathan Crane! Yeah. He was beautiful. I love to scare crows

why o, vai o?

i havent had a laptop for the past week. well because my amazing VAIO decided to overheat what perfect timing too. Running through a dungeon on WoW and BANG! Well not really a bang but yeah, it just died on me there and decided not to turn on again. Sony's customer service werent bad though as they came the very next day to pick up the laptop so i cant really complain, as much as i want to.

So the thing is, i usually only blog on my laptop and i felt like itd be a betrayal of expression if i were to blog from a different computer. but you know what? I've got plenty of time to kill now and i fear that if the consistency of my updates dont improve many of you will just stop visiting. please dont. i love you? Also i've no idea when im getting my laptop back. so yarrrr.

I have been sick! like way bad. fever, cough, blocked nose, the works! what a waste of a weekend eh. couldnt even get out of bed to do anything. :( but i feel like im getting better now which is a good thing i guess. You really dont appreciate breathing until both your nostrils are blocked.

It was Langs birthday a few days ago. We had a great time haha props to farhan especially lol gagak bastard.

haha this is post party langerbie.

So something great came in the post that day! made my month. Sorry T-o. Surprise number 3 of the year.

i got number 975/1000.

what you know about exclusive?

originalfake x porter x g1950. totally uncessary, stupid ben.

Soulja Boy is starting to get on my nerves. Yes Crank that was good and we all loved doing that damn dance but his other tunes are crap. Doesnt anybody realise this? Please stop Soulja Boy. Stop, and just die. YAHH TRICK YAHH?! my asshole.

Edison Chen is still a tard.

I cant wait to go back to KL. sighh.

are theta oid.

i want a polaroid camera but like why?

SO I WILL BE ARTSY. and i will be able to cherish memories that i've always wanted to cherish photographically.

Should i? Will that make me a pansy though? sigh. decisions decisions.

Whatever, im going to buy it. Well at least go look at some online now. what you know about that